...

I don't know what just stole over me.

I thought I was over this.

Stephanie said I was over this.

Maybe because my counselling only took half as long is why I am still troubled now. She said that someone with my level issues would take a year to work through them and get over it. I closed my file within five and a half months.

Why did I snap that chopstick. Why did I grab that compass. Why did I grab that pen. Why was I frantically searching for scissors.

Why did I try to

I'm not even going to say it.

I promised myself I would never do that EVER again. But then again, I don't have a straight track record with promises I've made to myself, do I?

I'm so...

Just go to sleep.

Sleep.

Forget this ever happened.