OOO Been busy, busy, busy this week! So preoccupied with fundraising and the Trivia Night! It was such a success and we received our Youth Group jackets just in time for World Youth Day! (I love it! They have pockets EVERYWHERE! You could probably smuggle heroin into Bali with those things and they wouldn't discover it! ... okay, terrible analogy.)Oh my goodness! So hectic. (I'm culminating a severe attempt to cease my constant utterance of OH MY GOD. Mum intends for me to live a life with 'grace,' lol okay. Especially with WYD on the horizon) You know who else will be 'out of action?' (Man if I had that emoticon that Lorraine gave me, I'd totally exploit it right now). Anyway, I seriously don't know how I'll be able to appropriately 'holiday,' and I mean holiday as a verb with four assignments to accomplish in one week and to movie marathon with friends, venture to the city, go out, meet friends and RELAX before HSC English Trials, finals and the extension Major Work... and okay this is an inappropriately long sentence.
Trivia Nights are so engaging! It would have been MUCH better and less 'tense' had someone NOT attended. I saw him enter the door with his parents so I ran to the kitchen and keenly offered any assitance I could (slicing the cakes for tea). To be frank, I felt safer to a great degree, out of the main action and knife in hand. Seriously, that boy is psychotic and he literally scares the shit out of me. Is that the type of person I attract? Psychos? *Shudder* So we were on different tables on vastly opposing sides of the hall and what does he do? He sits at our bloody table beside me. Thank G- I mean, thank the heavens that Carissa was there or I'd be perpetually trapped there with him and his profoundly disturbing drawings, dark aura and eccentricities that are beyond eccentric.
I am terrified of him, and I believe that he's not letting me go. He admitted to LOUIE of all people, my little seven year-old brother that if he had a sniper rifle he'd shoot us all. Something is gravely diturbing about him, and I really don't wish to see him at all or at World Youth Day. I think that his presence would degrade the general enjoyment/spiritual enlightenment deplorably. I don't mean this in a mean way, but he needs help. I don't think any event with me present especially, would be beneficial to him at all.
In other news, I am writing once more! I love it! I'm writing again, my second chapter is finally reaching that 2000 word mark. Of course it still needs some severe editing, to refine my style and technique, at the moment the vocabulary is so plebian it might as well be Twilight or something. I'd like to venture beyond that. The 'romantic' element of the plot is culminating, I just hope I don't forget all the ideas I had in my head! Finally it's coming along, you have no idea how good it feels to slide back into writing again. It's like welcoming an old friend or family member.
Oh my word, do you know what my mum just did? She bloody REMINDED me to do my schoolwork. AS ID IT'S NOT ON MY MIND ALREADY. WHAT THE HELL DID THIS BLOG POST BEGIN WITH??? I KNOW MOTHER, WHAT YOU THINK I'M AN INCOMPETENT STUDENT THAT I NEEEEEDDD REMINDING TO FINISH MY WORK THIS WEEK BEFORE WORLD YOUTH DAY. I'M SORRY BUT WHAT THE FUCK!! I KNOW!! GOSH. YOU DON'T THINK THAT I DON'T KNOW THAT?
AS IF I NEED REMINDING I DON'T THINK THAT I'S BE EVEN ABLE TO FREAKING RELAX THESE HOLIDAYS BECAUSE OF MY WORK LOAD. GOSH NOW JUST BECAUSE I STARTED WRITING AGAIN THAT'S IMMEDIATELY CONDUCIVE TO ME BEING COMPLETELY IRRESPONSIBLE AND NOT COMPLETING MY WORK? WHAT THE HELL MOTHER? YOU SEE HOW HARD I WORK, YOU SEE HOW I WORK EVERY NIGHT. NOW THE SECOND I RELAX FOR ONCE YOU REMIND ME TO DO MY WORK?? WHAT THE FUCK!
LIKE I DON'T FREAKING KNOW! FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE!
Until freaking next time -
- deeh xoxox
I feel too accosted right now to continue my train of thought.
I want to defenstrate something. No SOMEONE. I'd defenstrate him, and I might defenstrate my mother. Urgh! How could she think that I don't know!!!!! URGH1!!
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