Yes it is. Yes it is. And not once have I slept in. Oh Lordy, I've been too busy playing caretaker of my little brother (taking him to school and such). In my leisure time I content myself with random films and reading Twilight repeatedly. (It's now a burgeoning obsession.)
Of three things I am now absolutely certain:
1) I am now obsessed with Edward Cullen. (LOL there's a girl on YouTube who pronounces 'Cullen' as 'Colon.')
2) 'Windex' is a highly competent carpet cleaner. (Excellent if Orange soft drink happens to spontaneously combust all over your blue carpet. However with most cleaning products, you have to be quite hasty).
3) I am currently living in an unrequited... "affection" line? Bizarre as it sounds, it's true - although it stops with the Asian Adonis.
It is the third fact that highly disconcerts me. I am aware that in my previous post that I refused to dwell further on suffering through that blatant 'flirting' attempt. Although maybe not so blatant. I like to fancy myself as a quite attentive person, I'm quite observant (ZOMG! I'M WATCHING BANANAS IN PYJAMAS. I LOVE THIS SHOW! yes reliving childhood memories, I digress...) and it is because of this advanageous quality that I attribute my academic...talent? I don't know. Anyway I saw through everything he was doing, and although sweet - it bothers me. I am highly troubled because I don't reciprocate his feelings, mainly because A) He's not my type and B)I have feelings for someone else. I'm trying to let him off easy, mollifying the fall by trying to shun him away via body language. I think I've been quite obvious. HOW DENSE CAN HE BE? I honestly don't know, 'hip-boy' just doesn't get it. I mean I like him as a friend yeah, he's nice but I'm not attracted to him in anyway. Perhaps it's because I'm friendly to him, no double entendre intended.
HE. MISSED. THE. BOAT.
Also, if he thinks that I'm just some kind of conquest like before, he can just run off now. I've forgiven him for that 'playa' comment, but I'm not stupid. I've moved on already, he's 2 months too late.
I don't want to think about this anymore. It depresses me, especially since I had another weirdo dream where Asian Adonis was playing the star role.
Moving on.
I need New Moon. My head is filled with Fantasy right now and it's inspiring me to commence my novel. There's still so much planning to do though. I think I'll just write the prologue at least. I also have other things to do for the youth group, such as design those business cards and the draft for the bulletin. I told Jay I had a draft, little did he know that, that draft was in my head. I need to extract it from my head and onto publisher. That shoudln't be too hard, I'm just procrastinating too much. I'll do it as soon as I am able. I watched Stardust. LOL I loved Clare Danes in that movie, I loved her sarcastic personality. "Uh let me think, it landed over there and then, hmm this must be where she was until she was hit by a magical flying moron!"
"...Y-You're the star!"
*glowering look*
LOL. It was the guy from Casanova. Although he looked infinitely better in this movie with the long hair and the fact that he wasn't overshadowed by the wonderful Heath Ledger. (You reckon he could ever be a Carlisle? LOL) (OMG on ABC there's some animal show narrated by Vanessa Williams) To be honest, and don't kill me Dyanne...Robert Pattinson as Edward is growing on me. He's growing on me. They just need to fix his eyebrows. He's not entirely Edward but I've been thinking about it and I believe that make-up can do quite a lot. I hope they can pull it off and make him look all smexy-like. I think what threw everyone off was that atrocious photo of him on Stephenie Meyer's website. He's good-lookng but not photogenic. But I'll admit he's an attractive, and he's not too old either.
Oh well, we shall just see.
I think I need to watch some more of his work in order to decide sufficiently whether or not he's acting ability can produce Edward's demeanour. Now where did my copy of Goblet go??? Tom Sturridge and Emily Browning would have been good (yes I agree with you Dyanne, I still like Anna Pacquin though.) but what can ya do? I dunno the reactions of people of youtube are funny.
I probably should go now, and hop to doing what I'm supposed to be doing.
Until next time my loves-
- deeh xox
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